I am on cloud 9 seriously. This is it...fulfillment. I know all the efforts for school,my personal growth, love for my husband, spirituality is all bundled in a blanket in my arms. This is what i was missing. I am so grateful after all the things we've been through together already, he's perfect. I could stare at him forever.
If you get a chance, look up A Song for Sleeping by Stone Temple Pilots. It's a dedication to my little boy:
Finally Ive met you
The day has come
Youre more than beautiful
And youre my son
I dont deserve this
I never thought it could be
Quite like the moment
When you first smiled at me
A toothless, wonderful feeling
Like Id never seen
Its you, *Dillon*, its you
And when you lie down to sleep
Ill protect you
From the demons of the night
While Im watching you grow
Ill pray
Theres so much I could teach you
If you only have the time
Pray
Theres so much God can teach you
If you only have the time
So will you tell me the little things?
What does God look like?
And angels wings?
I dont remember these things
So would you teach them to me?
So for the moment
Ill watch you breathe
And when you wake up in the morning
And I pour the coffee
Youre always smiling sweetly
